How strong and how often is your desire to masturbate?

I was a very late bloomer but my lust isn't up to what most people would give as standard for my age. I guess. Regardless, I have a strong rejection to masturbation but I can't control my desires to do it and I feel very embarrassed and sickened of myself after doing it. It makes me wish I could control it but it never lasts longer than a month or two.
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  • Incredibly strong- all-encompassing. I used to feel the same way as you about masturbation, and kept my desires contained in an attempt to reject it. But it wound up blowing up in my face. Or rather, my brain- went for about a year without doing it before my head went Mt St Helens at the age of 14, and I started having stress-related epileptic seizures. In which I would lose all conscious control over my actions, have spontaneous orgasms and jizz myself.

    These are still typically triggered by sexual hypertension, and as such, I can't afford to try and restrain myself like that. Since then, every time I've tried to abstain from masturbation for more than a lunar month (more like a fortnight nowadays), the pent-up sexual frustration has triggered an epileptic seizure. Which isn't quite as bad as that- the spontaneous jizzing thing doesn't happen any more, thanks to the medication I'm on, but they haven't stopped the seizures- only jerking off (or presumably, having sex) does that.

    So, how often is my desire to masturbate? It never goes away- never has, and never will. I'm unlucky enough to start getting blue-balls if I haven't cum in the past six hours. I've done it 32 times in 20hrs (12hrs, excluding meal times and bathroom breaks), without any discomfort, chafing or fatigue, and still felt like I wasn't getting enough to satisfy me, like I was still having to hold myself back.

    But it's not so much my desire to masturbate as it is my desire to cum balls-deep inside the drenched pussy of a girl who's ready and willing to accept my seed and have my babies. And the fact that I still haven't gotten to do that inside of a girl's unprotected pussy's a real downer, you get me?

  • why do you have a strong rejection? it's a normal healthy thing to do. you shouldn't be embarrassed or sickened by it. to answer your question, it depends but often once or twice a day

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  • my desire is pretty strong and i do it everyday i also feel embarrassed after cuz i feel like its wrong and i do it to much

    • so you daily masturbates?

    • yes i do

    • so you squirt everytime?

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  • as a chronic masturbor, I suggest aleast two to three times a week since you're still a amateur.

  • i have very regular desires especially when i find myself alone

  • Get help, they got a book on how to stop it.

  • I masturbate at least once per day