
Let's get this out of the way. I'm a guy, and I've been raped. By a woman. Oh my gosh! So hard to believe. Well here's the thing. It happens. It has happened to me, and it happens to many men. Far more men than it should. So this is gonna be a wall of text with little humour. I'm addressing a serious issue here. So there's no real place for comedy.
So what happened Connor?
So the woman who raped me, she was a single mother (I'm not sure how old she was. Easily over 20) and I'm guessing she was lonely and just wanted a cock to ride. When she couldn't find this she went to a bar. I happened to be at this bar drinking alone just generally processing things from my life as I had a really rough day at work. I left my drink to go to the bathroom. When I came back I finished my drink and started chatting about Newtonian science with the girl sitting next to me. I eventually got to the point I was too drunk to drive home so I just rented a room in the tavern and went up to crash for the night. I went up to my room and a short time later I fell asleep. I'm not entirely sure if I took my dress pants off or not.
Regardless, I woke up some time later because I was hearing a strange noise. I open my eyes and though bleary I saw something I didn't recognize. I went to sit up and I got pushed back down. Because I was still drunk and still half asleep I didn't have the strength to fight back. I have problems with sleep paralysis so it takes me about 15 minutes after waking up to actually be able to utilize motor skills. It wasn't for about 3 minute so until I was awake enough to realize what was going on.
The girl from the bar was having sex with me!
I tried to push her off but I was just... frozen. Probably a mix of sleep paralysis and complete confusion. My head was spinning and I couldn't even begin to process what was happening in front of my face.
Eventually she was done with me and she stood up got dressed and EVEN THANKED ME!!!
I spent the next hour trying to calm my breathing, process what happened, nurse my injured penis, and throw up a couple times. Yes. Injured penis. She wasn't careful at all and multiple lacerations were on the shaft of my penis. I also had multiple bruises on my thighs, chest, and groin. In order to keep me erect she force a cock ring on to me and it was too small. That's what caused the cuts and tears. She didn't even put a condom on me and I went to the sexual health clinic and I was lucky that she didn't give me an STD.
So Jarhead, did she get arrested for this?
Short answer? No. She did not. I went to the police and they basically told me that I'm a man, I can't be raped. At this time I was engaged. I confided in the love of my life about this matter seeking help and some compassion and understanding. She called me a cheat, a liar, and that I was belittling ACTUAL rape victims. She left me. I lost the love of my life because of this ordeal. Honestly this is a wound I never truly healed from. I still struggle with developing relationships with women and maintaining those relationships. I still don't entirely TRUST women to the extent I did. I still don't like being alone in a room with women. This was genuinely scarring for me. As dramatic as it might sound it's true.
It took me a long time to work up the bollocks to write this. I'm just going to ignore the inevitable hate and idoicy this with be subject to.
Anyways guys,
Thanks for reading.
Cheers!
~Jarhead
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