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There are a lot of things I would like to say before I share with you my personal experience with you. Firstly, I have set this as anonymous because I don't really appreciate the hassle of negativity on my messages. Secondly, I had no idea in what topic this should go under - I felt it was more sexual behavior and relationships mainly, so I picked that. Now, this is my story:
14 December 2013
That date above represents the day me and Kieran were together. I was happy, he was happy. I knew nothing could go wrong. I loved him and everything. He was the only guy I wanted to be with too. Everything was going fine and I didn't see any signs of change in him at all. I'd go round his house a lot and we'd watch Netflix or something; fun times.
January 2014
It was early January and it was coming towards a month with him, and everything was still going well. He started to become sexual quite in an instant. He put his hands down "there." - Yes, you know where that is. But, come on...At the age of 12 at the time, dating a 15 year old may sound a little odd. Of course I was aware of what he was doing but I didn't tell anyone.
He knew he was pretty much in control. I didn't want this "relationship" to end really. I knew at one point, he had 100% cracked me. - He forced his penis into my mouth. I told him I didn't want to but, that flew past him very quickly and the persuasion was flooding my mind, so I had to.
End of January - February 2014
The situation was just building up for the worst part; Sex. Yes, sex. He did it to me five or six times. Not at a time, different times. I lost every single part of control and it was all over him. I'd lost.
9 February 2014
It was all over.
I didn't contact the police, I was too nice. The school support team told me they were told about the incident 4 months after (June). They told my mum and I literally broke down in front of the staff and my friend.
If you are ever in a situation like this, please do not hesitate to contact someone, if it's your parents or the police, your voice will be heard and sorted with. I regret not contacting the police and by not standing up to it.
I'm nearly 14 years old and that incident was just starting to build up a year ago. I see him in my school because he goes to the sixth form. We talk, rarely though. I do not seek within getting back with him. Never in my life.
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