Could I be celibate?

[Anonymous]

I’m unsure how to explain myself here on this..
Firstly I’ve had one “orgasm” from a guy in my whole life. I am drawn to males and always have pursued male relationships. However when it comes to sexual moments with a guy, I back away and feel uncomfortable and not at ease and ultimately want it over with and don’t want it to happen. I’ve tried to explore women but I felt odd and it never happened again.
I don’t go looking for sex, I don’t crave it and I don’t feel like I’m missing out. But I peruse guys when it comes to looking for a life partner but I don’t want sex. They get mad and push me away call me insults and I never hear from them again at that point or in the future. Are some women simply just not into sex with men or women and are simply content on their own with “intimacy”?
I’m so confused with it.
I don’t understand this at all - please be kind and polite when answering.

[devilish-cutie]

its called asexual. I suggest yu go to theraphy to explore that and see exactly whats up.