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A strange thing has happened after five days of night watching porn and masturbating. I actually feel really good. My mind literally feels cleaner and more fluid as if I've literally bathed my brain. Kind of the way your feet feel after a pedicure. Did my mind somehow become calloused, as the result of day after day after day of 18 year old brunettes taking cum shots to the face?
And my balls -- good God, I can feel the life swimming in them. Is that what I feel? Alive?
I even celebrated by reading an article about sperm. Did you know that if you lined up all the sperm in my balls that they would stretch for six long miles?
Yes, today, I feel that I have somehow reclaimed myself. It makes me wonder, just how bad is porn for me? Is it in the same family as junk food and cigarettes? Does it make me lazy and weak? Well, sure, it's much easier to type a web address into a browser than to drive to an airport hotel, fly to Amsterdam, or god forbid take a nice girl to the movies.
And what imagery should play inside of my mind instead of creepy guys having titty sex with desperate teenagers? Well, I'm not sure. I'm still learning how not to live vicariously through them. It's a long road ahead of me.
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