Do I like girls, or boys, or do I like both?

[Anonymous]

So far, my sexuality has been confusing me. Everyone around me seems to already know, but I honestly have no clue.

When I was little, I use to be uncomfortable whenever people talked about gay people. I don't know why, but it bugged me and felt wrong.

My first time with a girl was amazing. My first time with a guy, not so much. Well, nothing actually went in me, but making out and giving him a handjob grossed me out and made me feel ashamed of myself. I just wanted it to be over! Dicks disgust me so much. Sure a guy can be attractive to me and certain scenarios with a guy are hot, but anything involving a dick in or touching me is just gross.

I feel comfortable around guys, protected and safe, and sure I have crushes but if we get closer then friends I start to lose feeling and just become uncomfortable, causing me to stop talking to them.

Girls on the other hand make me nervous. I can talk totally fine with a boy but with a girl I panic. I find it hard to not stare at their chest or ass.

Basically, what Im asking is could I be a lesbian? Maybe when I have a "crush" on a guy, could it be that Im confusing my love for them as a friend for a crush. I have no idea.

[nonratracereality]

You have issues that you have to come to grips with. Certain things in both sexes either turn you on or disgust you. You have have to find common ground that works for you. In the event you're with a man but thus and then you're with a woman and then that. You have have to figure which can you go through completely and if not then you just have to learn everything from the beginning. Personality, mannerisms, respect, intelligence, maturity and responsibility. Once you know all the variables then you can make a valid and serious choice of how to proceed goid luck. You just have to iron out a few details and then you'll be fine. Just be with people who accept you as you accept them.

[s2firestar]

If a good camwltoe catches your eye, than you might have 'tendencies'

[Anonymous]

It sounds like you are lesbian.