Does it sound like I’m bisexual?

Sorry if this grosses you out. First of all I’m sexually and emotionally attracted to girls for sure I’m currently getting over one. I feel like I couldn’t ever be in a relationship with a guy other than just being friends and I’d definitely never marry one. I've been watching porn since probably 5th grade and these past like two years it’s been a lot I’ve been watching and I started to like things I never use to like. I would edge for hours and watch it for hours sometimes.

I always liked anal and that I stopped doing too because I felt ashamed of it. It was making me feel like a pussy. I’ve tried to cut back on a lot of it mainly for this girl because I felt guilty and I know she probably didn’t want some guy that was into porn a lot so I wanted to calm down a bit. I just wanted to become a better person for her because I felt she deserved better. Anyways though one of the things that started to turn me on was dicks but that’s it the other part of the guy never did but now I keep second guessing myself.

When I was on the binge I actually tried to watch gay porn a couple times to see what I felt but it felt too weird and it was too distracting. I just couldn’t get into it. I did like watching dudes jack off though for some reason. I would even feel sometimes like I want to suck it and that would turn me on. I’m just very confused and sorry for the gross shit I’ve been talking about but I don't know if it’s just the porn that has fucked with my head or if I’m bisexual. I have nothing against bi or gay people I just don’t want to be that type of guy. I just want to marry a girl I love have some kids and know that my wife isn’t ashamed of me.
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Most Helpful Guys

  • Well, I think your prejudices are taking the best of you. First of all, you don't stop being heterosexual because you have "gay thoughts" or anything like that. Being heterosexual means you want to commit to the opposite sex only, and don't want to engage in a relationship with someone of the same sex. Whatever fantasies you have play no role in your sexual orientation (some people think it does, but they're mistaken: We would all be very fucked up if we were everything that crossed our minds, and not what we actually did). Second of all, if you marry a girl and she's ashamed of you because she thinks you're bisexual, wouldn't that be a turn-off for you? Because you have nothing against homosexuality, but this girl clearly has some strong bigotry. I think you should relax, and not be scared by your own thoughts anymore. You don't need to go and do whatever it is that turns you on (everyone would be a slut or a player if that were the case), but you don't need to judge yourself based on it either. You're normal

  • First of all being gay or bi doesn't mean you're any "type of person". You can be bi while happily in a heterosexual relationship. The possibility of liking men doesn't decrease how much you like women. No reason for your future wife to feel embarrassed.
    Now to answer the actual question: sounds like you're bi to some extent.

Most Helpful Girls

  • My guy loves me but also loves me to use my strap on sucking cock and modeling sexy stuff for me. It gets me so hot and dripping wet. I love bi porn. Were looking for a bi guy or bi c for. MMF and DP. I want it but my man wants to. watch some. I want to see. him take and give cock. I want to pegg both guys. Also looking fo a bi or straight couple for hot kinky fun. We are a good looking and down to earth couple. Message on here or at Private Premium my user name is BluRayne

  • Don’t worry. You actually sound like a sweet man. Sexual attraction is so complicated. I’m 100% into boys, but i care about girls when i watch porn. I love big tits lol even can have sex with hot girls. Also, even if you are bisexual, so what? It’s 2020

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  • Sounds like you're bi curious. I don't know about guys but most females are at least bi curious if not full on bi now days

  • if you want to fit in a box then bicurious is a label you could apply but in reality do you need to call it anything other than yourself

  • Porn is a kind of voyeurism, and as Hannibal Lecter put it, "we covet what we see". Quit the porn except for lesbian porn, and in 90 days time if you still wanna suck dick then you'll know the desire is latent. If the desire goes away in that time then you'll know it was just the voyeuristic imprints of the dicks you saw in porn.

  • It's okay to experiment with the same gender and not feel gay about I've done it with a guy we both got naked and gave each-other blow-job with a little kissing but we didn't do any anal sex though but it was a good experience and fun. 💞

  • You and you alone can determine your own sexual orientation. If the pressure feels too much being bisexual saves you from having to make a decision.

  • dont worry its not that uncommon. i actually felt the same and sucked a dick haha. it was pretty fun ngl. would u ever try it in real life?