Does it sound like I’m bisexual?
I always liked anal and that I stopped doing too because I felt ashamed of it. It was making me feel like a pussy. I’ve tried to cut back on a lot of it mainly for this girl because I felt guilty and I know she probably didn’t want some guy that was into porn a lot so I wanted to calm down a bit. I just wanted to become a better person for her because I felt she deserved better. Anyways though one of the things that started to turn me on was dicks but that’s it the other part of the guy never did but now I keep second guessing myself.
When I was on the binge I actually tried to watch gay porn a couple times to see what I felt but it felt too weird and it was too distracting. I just couldn’t get into it. I did like watching dudes jack off though for some reason. I would even feel sometimes like I want to suck it and that would turn me on. I’m just very confused and sorry for the gross shit I’ve been talking about but I don't know if it’s just the porn that has fucked with my head or if I’m bisexual. I have nothing against bi or gay people I just don’t want to be that type of guy. I just want to marry a girl I love have some kids and know that my wife isn’t ashamed of me.
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