Sexual Relationships 
Sexual Health 
-Sleep at first is impossible without meds. You stay awake scared. Nightmares plague you on the regular and you need that sleep medicine.
-You apparently are either a troll or liar. Because apparently to some people its impossible to be raped or sexually assaulted. As if you didn't already have enough shit to deal with.
-Virgins stories make you feel awkward. When you see them you feel uncomfortable because you know you can't take that rape back. Its there forever. Until you die. So sorry if you wanted to save it until marriage but I guess your rapist didn't give a shit did he?
-You feel so fucking worthless. Its your fault. Why didn't you stop it? No one will ever love you cause you are fucking broken. You deserve losers.
-You crave an escape (ex. Drugs or sex to block it out). Erase. Happy. No sadness. Just happiness and laughter. Nothings wrong. Everythings fine.
-You want them to suffer. They took something you can't get back. They must suffer.
-You can't be touched. Dont fucking touch me. Im fine just dont touch me.
This is written from my perspective. It can be different for others. Obviously I am in therapy and I've gotten better but this is how I was at first. Bags under my eyes. Eating lots. Crying. Miserable. Angry. Hostile.
FOR VICTIMS: YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. ITS OKAY TO BE SCARED. JUST FIGHT FOR YOUR FUTURE.
For trolls. Im just gonna ignore you guys.
What Girls & Guys Said
1 1In high school, I refused to be touched, I was violent about it. Honestly I don't care about them anymore they are an old chapter, and it was the others, the adults, how they reacted was what bothers me to this day. The ones, those ones were sick, pathological, I can accept that.
Yes I understand. Some people would try to touch me after I said no and it made me really angry.
It sucked without a doubt.
Sad to read this.
The only time someone tried to assault me sexualy, I broke his neck.
Its alright I guess.. If it wasn't for therapy I dont know where I would be. I still have issues to this day
So sad it happened to you.