Help I don't think this is normal?

[Anonymous]

Sometimes whenever my insecurities start hitting I have this strong desire to hurt my genitals. Mostly because I feel this weird hatred towards me and my body because I feel ugly and unfuckable and I feel like I deserve to punish myself and I don't mean it in a sexy way. What I mean by hurt myself down there is I feel the urge to shove something in dry just to punish myself because of how disgusted I am from myself. This cannot be normal right? Had anyone ever felt anything similar to this? I know that the urge for self harm in stressful situations is common but still.
Should I seek help from a therapist?

[Anonymous]

Yeah definitely seek help as in therapy, it’s not normal