I have a tall girl fetish... (rant)

[Anonymous]

I know it's backward, but I love girls around 6'. It's always hit or miss; mostly miss. But I've actually had some good luck in the past because of our relative height insecurities. But this was the one that hurt the most. I've mainly been a lurker, but fuck it, it will help to write it out and share it.

There was one girl I was really into, she was 6'3". Her height actually really flattered her, like the olympic volleyball players. Amazingly gorgeous with supermodel proportions, honestly her body type and everything just worked. I had a really good thing going with her. We would hang out all the time and flirt constantly. It seemed like the fact we were both a little off in regards to our respective heights made it all the better. I honestly loved every minute we hung out. Even when we looked really weird out in public. Well anyhow she told me about this party her friends were hosting and wanted me to come with her. I should note that both she and I were virgins and had actually be talking about the subject recently.

Finally the night of the event comes. I'm stoked and do my best to primp myself and look good. We meet at our usual place and then walk to the party and show up together and no one really bats and eye.

One of my mutual friends actually ended up being there. We had some classes together and generally really got along. He was 6'2", but he never gave a shit about our height difference. We used to talk about stupid shit and I generally liked him.

But then he saw her, and I guess she saw him. I guess I pulled the insecure card and tried to get in the middle. Trying to create some kind of boundary. But it was quickly apparent it was no use. She was loving attention from someone tall. Even if he was technically shorter than her.

She kept being friendly and hugging me But eventually I went to the bathroom and when I came back there were gone.

The next day she texted me almost first thing in the morning. She wanted to meet. I hoped things went bad and she wanted to rant. No such luck, all she wanted to do was tell me about him.

I just assumed that they had only made out, and (hopefully) called it an early night. And that's kind of how she made it seem. But then over the next week I learned how they had been sleeping together almost every day.

Anyhow, it sucks. I just wanted to get that off my chest.