I sucked dick at a party and I can't think about anything else, does this feeling fade or am I hooked?

So I was at a party and ended up sucking dick for the first time. I was only mildly curious but very drunk and had some female encouragement. It was like a truth or dare thing. I was hesitant at first because the thing was huge and I never saw one that close up. I loved it though and couldn't get enough. Of course everyone went nuts with excitement when they saw me getting into it so I stopped and they cheered while my face must have been beet red. The guy was good natured about it though and just gave me a high five. Later I realized he was dating a female friend that I knew quite well and she texted me a few LOL emojis and said "don't worry, I have a hard time stopping too *wink*"

So since then, I 've been thinking about wanting to do it again nearly constantly. I really can't do it with him because it was a one-off situation and I know his girlfriend very well. I tried signing up for some hookup apps but haven't been able to pull the trigger and don't think it's too safe with Covid and all. The party was pre-covid or just when it was starting up. I find myself admiring lots of dick pictures from the hookup apps though and this has become my go-to turn on.
I still prefer women and have zero romantic interest in guys. I just found I love giving blowjobs and penises like the one that guy at the party had. Does this fade? Was it just the novelty or am I hooked? Anyone else?
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Intersting! 3 people saying I am gay. This is 2021, you would think people would be a little more enlightened. Why is everything binary, Gay or Straight? Does this work both ways? If a guy who has been gay all of his life goes to a party and goes down on a woman and happens to like it, is he considered straight now? I am at least bisexual but even then it is on a spectrum and it isn't 50/50. I vastly prefer sex with woman and I am incapable of having romantic feelings for guys.
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  • wow that was pretty hot how u explained that ngl especially u getting into it. how many people watched and like how long did u suck it for?

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  • Damn bro. Well you can come suck mine in the mean time while you figure it out.

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  • Ignore the retards calling you gay. Words have definitions. You're technically bi or heteroflexible, not gay.

    The sight or thought of a big penis is erotic and can induce sexual attraction to it in men. But your craving for cock is contingent upon you feeding into that craving. If you don't feed into that craving via porn or whatnot, then it fades away. So your craving for dick only goes away if you want it to.

    • I call it deviant perv behavior

    • @888theGreat Dude, shut the fuck up, ya bigoted piece of shit. Why are you even here?

  • yeah, you're gay.

  • Possibly hooked

  • YOU ARE GAY

  • yeah, i like sucking dick too, but i don't want it in my ass and i don't want any other affection with a guy. Guess im sorta bi.

    • how was ur first bj?

    • @MarkyMark77 It was weird, but now i lovvve them

    • what happpened first time?

  • It fades, I've done the same thing.

    • really this happened when u first sucked a dick?

    • @anonymous u sucked a dick as a dare?

  • congratulations. you're gay now

  • Time to face it. You are Gay

    • lol do u like sucking a penis too?

  • Dude you are hooked, don't worry anyone in your place would be, it's pretty aDICKtive.

    • I had to give that a like, pretty clever😆😆

    • Thank you señorita 😌

    • 🙌👏👏lol np😉

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