I think I was raped by my boyfriend?
My boyfriend came over a couple of days ago a bit drunk. We started having sex which was consensual then he wanted to have anal to which I said no. I don't remember exactly what happened, but I started feeling him close to my anus and all of a sudden he got in. I asked him to stop as it was hurting, but he went deeper. I was crying and screaming and trying to push him off. After I asked him many times to stop he finally did and I ran to the bathroom and saw I was bleeding. I started cleaning myself and after a while he came to check on me and ask me if everything is okay. I told him that he didn't stop when I asked him and that I was even crying. To this he responded that there were no tears, which is true and that I only said once to stop. I started questioning myself, but I remember asking him many times and I can still hear myself crying to stop. He also said that I told him I tried it before and he thought I was okay with it. I did tell him I tried it and also told him I hated it and never wanted it again. I still don't know whether this was rape or I'm just thinking too much of it.
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6 21That's a serious problem
If it was rape or not, he did what he HAVE to do. Denying sex is not what you (as a female) should do, NEVER.
Id actualy encourage him to do so and do it more than once so you can learn how to satisfy men.
Yes it is as soon as you said no and he chose not to listen it became