I think I was raped by my boyfriend?

My boyfriend came over a couple of days ago a bit drunk. We started having sex which was consensual then he wanted to have anal to which I said no. I don't remember exactly what happened, but I started feeling him close to my anus and all of a sudden he got in. I asked him to stop as it was hurting, but he went deeper. I was crying and screaming and trying to push him off. After I asked him many times to stop he finally did and I ran to the bathroom and saw I was bleeding. I started cleaning myself and after a while he came to check on me and ask me if everything is okay. I told him that he didn't stop when I asked him and that I was even crying. To this he responded that there were no tears, which is true and that I only said once to stop. I started questioning myself, but I remember asking him many times and I can still hear myself crying to stop. He also said that I told him I tried it before and he thought I was okay with it. I did tell him I tried it and also told him I hated it and never wanted it again. I still don't know whether this was rape or I'm just thinking too much of it.
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  • That's a serious problem

  • If it was rape or not, he did what he HAVE to do. Denying sex is not what you (as a female) should do, NEVER.

    Id actualy encourage him to do so and do it more than once so you can learn how to satisfy men.

  • Yes it is as soon as you said no and he chose not to listen it became