I have deep fantasies about shemales doing things to me as a straight guy
what am I?
I even got close to trying it with an escort one time but am afraid where it will lead. What is wrong with me they are all i can think about from as soon as I wake up
You are technically defined as either gay or bi. There doesn't need to be a positive or negative connotation associated with this, that's all made up cultural taboos and norms. It's just facts. If you are a woman and want to lick vaginas, you are gay. If you want to lick penises as well, you are bi. If you only want to lick penises, you are straight. Same goes for men, exclusive penis licking is gay, exclusive vagina licking is straight, both is bi. It's just basic words to describe reality. Homo means same, hetero means different, bi means two. Add those to the word sexual (which means sexual) and you get the words homosexual, heterosexual, and bisexual.
More precisely, it seems you want to bottom for a male-presenting-as-female transvestite. Word of warning, I think a lot of those guys are straight, even though they dress in drag. But I could be wrong and there are always exceptions to the rule anyway. Maybe they'd let you suck them off if you wear a wig or dress in drag yourself?
sigh.
As for how to go about doing it, there's a few options open to you. You could get on fetlife and find a sexual playmate/partner, you could hire that escort you were hot about, or you could start hanging out wherever your chosen object (s) of lust are hanging and try your sexual advances on them.
oh I just thought of a solution for you but it's a bit of an adventure if you go to Thailand there are HEAPS of "ladyboys" who I'm sure will be happy to fulfill your fantasies, some for a price and others probably for free.
maybe you gay or bi do you mean you want be with a a hermaphrodite or transgender? some transgender a hard to tell they look a lot like a women. It ok if you like it it is what you like and that fine. I not sure if you are gay cause I not sure do we consider transgender woman as just a woman or is she/he a man if she/he is just a women then maybe you straight I not sure how this work.
Um it ok sometime I think about what if be like if girls had boy and girl pard. but I do not want be gay. I also like to think about what being gay or a lesbian is like. But I am not attracted to men.
I do not get transgender I try respect them but I do not get what they are maybe some one can tell me.
also can a lesbian tell me what sex is like for you? I want know out of curiosity.
maybe you trying thing out right now.
can a transgender person tell me what it like to be transgender ? and why you are transgender ?
I use to know a hermaphrodite women her voice was like a guy she flash me and want give me oral bj blowjob. But her voice was was a turn off. also this was the fist time I saw someone boobs so it feel strange about it.
But we chat and she said she could not have sex or a baby cause it kill her.
any just be happy about what you like
I think you don't know yet, which is fine. People change sexually. Nothing wring with experimenting.
It’s gay for a guy to be attracted to penises.
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I quit applying labels to myself and others as much as possible some years back.
My sense of freedom magnified wonderfully after making that decision.
I have many fantasies about making it with a feminine, gorgeous guy who has boobs.
If you go ahead, be safe.
Enjoy! 👍😊🌭
If you was truly a straight guy then you would not have those kind of fantasies, it disgusting.
You are just you. You don't need a label. You don't need a badge saying "Gay" or "Straight". No one is entitled to an explanation of your sexual preferences. See whoever you want. No one else gets a vote besides you and the person you are with.
Very confused.
I'd say bi curious. Just be you. The rest are just labels to make someone who's uncomfortable in their own skin feel better. Good luck in whatever you choose.
you are bi curious. the only way to know if you're bi is by checking it out.
I don’t know weather that’s a good idea
well there's no other way to figure it out.
I know but i have a girlfriend so its complicated
You're bi curious. You're young, you need to experiment. You do what you want and ignore all the rude comments.
You're not straight
Good for you for exploring your fantasies.
Let us know how you get on:
You are a completely straight guy dont worry
Sounds like another homosexual in denial.
It doesn't matter what other people call you. If you have sex with another guy, you are homosexual. Even if nobody ever says it out loud.
Bi-curious is more likely, maybe you’re influenced from stuff you see on porn , I guess if you try it you’ll know either way
You are either bi or gay, but you're not straight. Nothing wrong with that, but be honest with yourself.
Go to Thailand.
What does it matter? You be you.
Because its playing on my mind so bad i thought i was 100% straight but i have these urges and I don't know why
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