Is it normal that I watch lesbian porn even though i’m straight because of sexual abuse?

I don’t know how to explain this but i’m not into girls but i love watching lesbian porn or just a girl masturbating to imagine myself. But I can’t watch masturbate to straight porn because I can’t see a man in there because it makes me uncomfortable because of my history of child sexual abuse. In real life i would only feel like i want to be with a man but i’m too scared and when i’m alone i only like to imagine myself and i have a vagina so i relate to lesbian porn. Is this weird am i the only one with this issue lmao?
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  • I think it must be quite normal as my sister exclusively dates guys but she only watches lesbian or solo girl porn her opinion is that oorn with make actors tends to be aggressive and has nothing to do with female pleasure. I'd have to agree with this and feel the same way about it.
    I'm sorry to hear about your trauma. You'll find some sweet and gentle who you'll trust to take things at your pace and will always respect you. Pay close attention to how men you're into treat women in general, their attitude and character.

    • Thanks for your comment so sweet💓

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  • Plenty of straight women enjoy watching lesbian or female masturbation videos, that is not unusual. The sexual abuse thing is however and you should probably seek therapy if only for your own sake. No reason to have unresolved trauma in your past when you can avoid it.

    • I agree

Most Helpful Girls

  • I prefer lesbian to actually. But not because of my past of also being sexually abused as a kid. I just prefer the sounds they make in porn. And the girls tend to be more vocal then the men. But I do watch straight also at points

    • @An7877778 nope

    • @An7877778 the man I like doing it to me

    • @An7877778 nope. Bisexual

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  • I am straight as well, but I do watch it. So you aren't alone.

    • @An7877778 That's a negative sis

    • @An7877778 My man

    • @An7877778 Nope

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  • It is weird to me.
    I'm straight... I've never... once wanted to watch two man getting it on.
    That is gross to me.

    I'd say you are NOT fully straight. You may be a lesbian or you are BI. You are not fully straight.

    • I don’t think so. I don’t crave being with women. Like i could daydream of being with a guy and want to be in bed with a man but never had that attraction to women.

  • It’s normal for straight girls to watch lesbian porn.

  • It is perfectly normal anyways. Dicks are ugly.

    • HAHAHAHAHAH😂

    • It's not funny xd. There is nothing hotter than a nicely shaven pussy with some inner lips sticking out, kinda inviting you to dig in

    • I agree i’m not even into pussies but id like to imagine my own in the porn actress if that makes any sense😂😂😂😂😂

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  • I don't think it has to do with abuse. Most straight women who watch porn seem to prefer lesbian porn.

  • Whatever gets you wet.

  • It's normal.

  • There is nothing wrong with it. Plenty of women watch lesbian porn when they are straight. It’s just more of an adventurous and curiosity experience filled with pleasure.

    • Well it doesn’t matter. It’s always diverse. As long as pleasure is received out of it. But imagination does play a huge role, without imagination there is no pleasure.

    • But I imagine about guys more but sometimes girls.