Men repulse me but I’m not a lesbian? Am I asexual?

[Anonymous]

I am sexually attracted to men but as a gender they repulse me (yes that’s a generalization I know). I get turned on watching erotic movies (hereto) and erotica but have no desire to have sex, I have never been in a relationship and don’t want to or plan to EVER. I’m confused by my sexuality because I don’t find women attractive, I find men attractive to look at, but the thought of sleeping with a guy makes me want to actually throw up. I am not anti sex, I love masturbating with a dildo and vibrator. I just hate everything about the male gender, like how they are obsessed with sex and porn, how they only care about what a girl looks like, how they will be with one girl but secretly checking out another girl’s Snapchat. I just don’t understand why anyone would want to actually have sex with men because they are gross.

So what am I? Asexual seems wrong because it’s not like I have no sex drive, it’s just in my head.

[Anonymous]

Hey , how are u doing?

[Anonymous]

Sounds like you're a confused feminist.. so sad.