My Boyfriend Raped Me But I Forgave Him?

[ACW100]

We're both 18 and we have been dating for 5 months and I really know that I love him and he loves me but one day he kinda raped me. Not literally but Im pretty sure it was still a rape. So I stopped talking to him for 1 week but then I forgave him. I dont know if it was a bad thing for me to forgive him but Im a very strong person and I still love him and trust him. I sometimes have nightmares about it tho, but I still can't change the fact that I will even die for him and he is my everything. And I know that he feels the same thing as I do. He apoligazed to me a million times and I decided to forgive him, do you think this was a bad decision? (I know we have been dating for a very short time but I know we love eachoter more than anything) (And it writes that Im 14 in my profile but thats a mistake Im actually 18)

[Anonymous]

is this a joke question.

[Anonymous]

it's not rape if he's ur boyfriend