Sexual Relationships 
Sexual Health My boyfriend and I have been in a long distance relationship for over a year now. Before we started dating and for the first little while after we started he followed nsfw accounts on Instagram and would actively like their posts. It made me insecure and he stopped for a while. But not long after he re followed a few, when i caught him he unfollowed them again and then later we agreed to not watching porn, both of us. This was about May. I did discover some posts he'd liked up to about August of lewd women and it really hurt since it was months after he said he wouldn't and didn't want to.
I struggle with body dysmorphia and the women in those photos looked nothing like me. I'm chubbier and not exactly blessed in the rear. But that's what he was looking at.
He reassures me constantly that he loves me how I am and I'm his only type and he wouldn't prefer me differently. He says he hasn't looked at that stuff since and doesn't want to. He actively shows me posts he likes and saves often without hesitation to ease my paranoia. He has always been understanding and patient with my issues, and I'm aware it's a lot.
But it's still so hard to trust him. After he re followed after he said he wouldn't and liked posts after as well. It really hurts. And makes it hard to believe what he says. And I don't really know what to do. How do i stop feeling this way. I don't want to be paranoid all the time that my boyfriend would prefer I look different or is lusting after other women. What do i do. How do i feel better? Should I even trust and believe what he says? I don't know and I really need help. Please
My boyfriend used to follow nsfw accounts and it still bothers me?
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