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Disclaimer: I know my vote is still on going but while this is stil fresh in my mind I want to speak about. Also Is thisn't a dig or a jab at them I just saying how i feel.
I was in a year long relationship with @TallestPerson from April 2019 to May 2020, People have said Maybe I feel for the illusion of the person and not the person themselves where that might be truthful, When I was speaking to her, she seemed nice and easy to talk to her, we shared a similar backstory where her condition was highlighted more due to her line of work. I had a few people comment like You only like her because of her massive tits, You do realise I never saw her topless right, I was respectful by never asking for a naughty picture anyway even If i did ask I doubt I would get one because of her faith, You know the saying "My body is for your eyes only". I was told by her sister, she was feeling overwhelmed by the gifts you bought her and felt she didn't
deserve you because your so nice, I appreciate the words but I do kinda feel robbed of making the decision myself. I am still in love with her and feel like I was ghosted without having my feelings hard. I had the thought that maybe With the Virus limiting movements her work required a lot more focus then dating and she simple forgot about me. People have been incredible supportive and have suggested reaching out to her, I have wrote a message to her and waiting a reply. I dont want to seem obsessed and drive a big wedge between us, I won't lie seeing pictures of her sisters getting married as be hard as much as I am happy for them, it stings me because some of you may know I was planning on asking @TallestPerson to marry me this July because I was sure she was the one, Yes I know her not wanting to give me contact details was a red flag but I viewed it as she didn't want just anyone having her number and not personally knowing me Would make her parents worried, Maybe I should of asked but I want to seem needed plus I presumed about her being in Hospital was the reason she couldn't attend MCM with me, I presumed her lack of time on here was due to being ill and work schedule. @GreenHair mention that she couldn't face talking to me as she personally felt she had let me down and felt I was mad at her because of it. Like I said to my friend "If she had spoke to me instead of assuming the worst, I would of said I was more worried then upset", I much preferred her to faint at home then in a packed convention centre and give away that a member of the band was in London. I felt more guilty then angry because I know she was worried about her sister who was recovering from an operation and pressured her into coming,
In Hind sight I put pressure on myself to make this relationship work as I felt She was the one, My disability has made dating hard and some females see me as joke, I get asked Why do you beat yourself up so much when your not as bad as you think you are because most of my life I was bullied and made too look stupid, before I joined this sight I had a girl use me to make herself feel better, she would send me pictures and when I talked serious she would block me and when I asked her why she said her phone is playing up.
Truthy I am still in love with @TallestPerson and a small part of me hopes once things return to normal she will make a return, I know its a false hope because she might never return and I will be in limbo for ever.
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