Our Sexual Appetites

[2ndTryatThis]

My journey thus far into the realm of all things sexual has been one of extremes. I was thrown into it prematurely as a minor, and such was done by two women with insatiable sexual appetites.

What I didn’t know then is that those incredibly vivid experiences would echo in my mind for 20 years... Creeping up when least expected and subtly shaping every sexual encounter I’d have since.

Although my beginnings were quite wild and taboo as they say, the oddest parts are the details that stick.. the “forbidden,” the “naughty,” the dirtiest little details.. and they wake me from my dreams with vivid memories in such sensory memory that I can still taste that first nipple and feel those hands grabbing me; thrusting me into them.

I did not choose my sexual awakening but regardless, I’ve never fallen asleep from it. I’m left to wonder if any sexual encounter will ever effect me as powerfully.