"his penis actually bent..." most penises bend. And it is this bend that makes doggy style a desired position among girls because it hits the g-spot.
"sex in missionary" I think it's the right position for your First Time.
If only an inch goes in, then you are either not relaxed enough or not wet enough.
"too nervous to go down..." Normal. Learn to relax. Back to Missionary or doggy. Let him lead. Get ready to endure a little pain and tell him to go all the way in to break your hymen once and for all.
"I feel dumb" Don't be. Instead, laugh and crack a joke next time. Its sex! So have fun and be intimate.
Yes, spoon. But I still think Missionary or doggy is better.
Next time:
1) do some stretching before meeting him.
2) have more foreplay and insists he gives you an orgasm before penetration.
3) be vulnerable yet maintain your jovial composure. Laugh, smile and giggle. Make a little moan whenever you feel good. Relax and be determined to have your hymen broken, in one entry.
If he can’t get hard enough because he’s nervous... he should tuck his balls behind his legs and close them. It will pull the skin of his dick tight so it will be hard enough to put in.
But chances are you aren’t aroused enough either. He should spend more time going down on you and foreplay in general.
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How far did he get inside you?
Like a inch I guess
Did it hurt?
A little but not too much
Not trolling you. You are a virgin? Was there much pain?
dude it was the first time xD you'll figure it out. don't expect to do things right the first time. you should try fingering to get yourself a bit warmed up.
My tips for you is have sex after marriage
First missionary is best
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