Reflections of a 'male whore'

Reflections of a 'male whore'

Deafening silence, indignant gazes, judgements, laced with scathing condemnation flow on hearing my sexual past.

Focussing on a youth, after losing my virginity at 13 where I slept with all too numerous women. A lurid history muddied further in my time working as a stripper at 18, compromising myself many times for a group of hungry women.

Acts often without protection always making the listener question and worry about STD's

The health aspect concerns, but alienating most women are the moral connotations with the high percentage questioning your self-respect as well as respect for women. The usual extension is you are a 'player' who is predatory around women, entrapping with a web of lies. Assuming a lack of self-esteem, craving the power felt in conquest.

Quite to the contrary, I am an attractive male on many levels with confidence around women. Endearing, attracting them, giving rise to my promiscuous past. Sex takes two, and while women often use a 'ladylike' facade they are very cat-like in their actions. Seen in being demure and classy in the public view, often contrary away and open to all types of wickedness.

With me regarding the female form as sublime perfection way before my sexual awakening the attention I got ignited my behaviour. My psyche identified by my selfless demeanour coupled with my apparent appetite played a huge part. With my so driven to please women, leaving them with the legacy of craving much more and in the process giving me such a buzz.

Away from the glorifying, self-indulgent aspect is the downside. Seen in women being open to 'using' me but never considering me to date, let alone a relationship. Always questioning my ability to feel satisfaction in being sexually committed to one after being with many. They could never see any loyal aspect because of the promiscuity.

The irony being the casualness they are judging you being a reason they should give real consideration to you. By this, promiscuity is primarily physical characterised by its emotional detachment with most craving the comfort of a genuine emotional bond. When this is a possibility, one embraces it, protecting it with their life.

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  • Very nice:)

    • Ty for the kind words

  • I have respect for any male slut. Salute.

  • Nice take bro.