Should I stop trying to be intimate with my boyfriend?
This rejection thing has happened too many times and I feel so bad with myself, I would love to have a great intimate physical time with him, not sex, just a closer moment. I am very flirty with him (no one else, just with him) and he knows I am a virgin and I just want to be with him. He is the only boyfriend I've had, I would love to marry him and lose my virginity with him, I always tell him how beautiful he is (he is handsome) and I touch him and he allows me to touch most of the time, but when I want to go a little further he stops me.
I love him, I'd love him to understand how I feel. We're both between 28 - 31 years old, been together for more than 5 years, we've had intimacy with each other before (not intercourse though) but since some time ago we haven't done anything like that. He and I we're both religious and want to wait til marriage to do something further that line, but I really want to have some playful physical time with him.
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