Stupid chidlhood crush on my sister came back for Christmas

[Wade8888]

I mentioned this on another thread, but I'm making a post about it here.

When I was in Juniro High School, I had a crush on my little sister (now 36 years old). She is happily married now and has a 10 years old son. At Christmas dinner party, I found myself checking her out again and stuff, and I STILL have sexual feelings for my own sister, as in if I could get away with it without getting her in trouble, and assuming she had mutual feelings for me, I'd absolutely love to have sex with her and literally, as I said elsewhere, fuck her up a wall or something.

I don't know how Normal or far from normal it is to have a crush on a sibling, but this has gone on for 30 years now, and it's still happening to me.

This is never going to happen, it's just some sort of fetish or something. She's happily married and she's got like 4 nursing degrees now, she has too much to lose from fooling around with someone, especially her own brother.