This is who I am, what that makes me?

Question

I am sitting this morning drinking my coffee and thinking.. I think I don't desire woman like I used to. I don't feel the desire to try and find love again, probably I will never marry and have kids.. But I am thinking what would make me happy in this moment.. It will make me happy to be feminized, to look more girly, to have a man by my side who likes that side of me.. I want girls as friends, to talk about guys, to help me get into their world.. I dont want to become a woman, but I would love to be like one for my man for example.. To feel and act slutty.. I promise that will be my last question here. Just tell me people, what these desires means, what that makes me, I am nearly 30 years old and thats what I feel and think...

SnowyOwl · Accepted Answer

Baktoo I'll be straight with you. You say you are confident about what you feel and what you want, yet you've been seeking validation from an online community for a while now.
You can make all the statements you want, but am I wrong by saying that you still feel that "something's off"?
I personally don't think so.
If you want real and effective guidance, whatever the outcome may be, look for a therapist or councelor or coach.
You'll get real results.
You only have one life. So take care of yourself

nekminnit21 · Accepted Answer

You are who you are, if you feel an attraction towards men, that's ok. If you like dressing in women's clothes that's ok too. Only you can decide who you are. We can't tell you, but just know there is no shame in finding your true self. 🦋🎀❤️✌🏽

connemara_crocodile · Accepted Answer

I dunno... I like pizza. I don't know if there's a label for it. You are you and what you like doesn't define you. You do what you feel like doing, if anyone frowns upon, the hell with them.

CrazyGirl2 · Answer

It makes you a cross dresser. But you seriously need to at LEAST shave, and definitely get yourself a wig… unless bald mustachioed woman was the look you were going for?

JuliaStyles · Answer

A cross dresser?

friendlypelican · Answer

so proud of you finally finding and loving yourself 💞 im sure you'll find an amazing man 💞💞💞

kidvid80 · Answer

maybe realizing you are bi sexual and or gay at this point in life. people realize this of all ages younger, older, in between.

loves2learn · Answer

Get out there and do you! ❤️💛💚💙💜

PaynefulPleasures · Answer

OMG 😳

kingkathyy · Answer

maybe you should try drag. you might like it

iseekpinetrees · Answer

You wanna be a sissy boy basically who's gay. I think its time to invest in a full mirror by the way. So you can see your whole body in mirrors.

Bellatris · Answer

Um... okay. No comment.

midnightcavern01 · Answer

I think it might be a transition in your life. You've grown tired of the man you where yesterday and want to find a better version of yourself that you're more comfortable with. Become the man you're saying here and everything else will fall into play for you

VanityFair888 · Answer

I think You're gay drag queen and that's perfectly normal. Go after what you like and don't pay attention to people

curiouschrissy · Answer

It just means ur gay...

Smashingdoozy · Answer

A thot

GrimmGothBabe · Answer

That makes you yourself mostlikely a femboy have fun with it :) enjoy your life ciz life is short and you only get one might as well spend it being happy!