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Between April 2019 and May 2020 I was dating a social media influencer for now lets call her A, what started as a strong friendship soon became a relationship but with her living across the Atlantic organising something was impossible because of her busy schedule and when we did a family matter came up from after that our relationship broken down, a number of factors came it to break up, from her misunderstanding me not reply to a message as i was sleep, her ghosting me on all social media etc. I asked if a relationship can be destined to fail because i think mine was we were from two different worlds, most of her life she has lived within her social circle and being catholic it was hard to into the circle without breaking the balance. Most of my life I've made to feel like I'm the last person anyone would want to date creating low self confidence in myself and my worse enemy was reading replies and comments from other males about her body from the nice ones saying How good her outfits look to the rude ones saying "How can you look yourself in the mirror with those hideous big boobs, do yourself a favour and have a boob job" to the over sexual saying "I want to tit wank you". People will tell me she choice me and not the people that comment that but I would think why chose me when she could choice anybody. Most of my teen life I was told no girl would choose to date me due to my problems, I've had a lot of accounts claiming to be link with her from her and other accounts trying to prove it was a catfish messing with me. I've seen the show so of course I did look into. Somethings dont make sense but It could be a reason behind it. I do miss talking to them and asking about her life but I guess I just have to accept she isn't coming back.
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