Why can't I stop thinking about this fuckbuddy?

[Anonymous]

This guy and I had a physical relationship for about a year. We never had sex but we would dry hump and makeout and hug and hold hands. Only when we hang out at his place. I never liked him because I kind hate (d) his guts, I just would never want a boyfriend with a personallity like his. But we're very attracted to each other. Its been a while (months) since we last saw each other, but whenever I feel lonely and daydream of having a boyfriend's hand to hold or someone to literally sleep beside, I think of him, why?

[neoagent1]

Maybe he is more than just a fuckbuddy to you. He's not exactly a fuck boddy either if you've never had sex.