Why do I feel so aroused by my girlfriend's sexual past?

[Juan_Curious]

Off course I have had sexual experiences with some women in my life (4 mid-term relationships, 0 one-night-stands), but my girlfriend has slept with more than 50 guys, had threesomes, had been double penetrated, participated in orgies, had several friends with benefits, etc. In the beggining, I felt very insecure and disgusted by that but later I found out that I was actually feeling aroused by the thought of my girlfriend having wild sex and getting deep pleasure, to the point that when we have sex and I think about her like that, I have the most impressive boners and f*ck her roughly. I would never share her with another man, but the simple thought of being the last of a long series of men in her life turns me on. Why is that?

[libraboy]

It's called mixed feelings. You first used to feel insecure, but now you've prepared your mind to accept this reality and you've humbled yourself in this regard. Enjoy till you can but such feelings do get complicated later and at some point you won't be able to continue with this person.

[Anonymous]

My guess is that you’ve probably watched a lot of porn from when you were a teen like most guys, as in you masturbated to women who do that stuff, and this has influenced your fantasies or at least what arouses you.

[slatyb]

Who knows? Doesn't matter if you are both happy.

[Bricealan]

My wife fucked 30 men.

[hakangirer]

😍😍😍😍

[Anonymous]

You’re a cuckold

[Anonymous]

Are you saying you feel you don't have enough sexual experience for your age?

[Juan_Curious]

I think I am very average. I'm perfectly aware that out there are many people, men and women, of my age, with less sexual experiences than me, but I'm also conscient that there is the same amount of people exceeding my experience, by far

[Opinion Owner]

My guess is your first girlfriend was in your teenage years

[Juan_Curious]

No, it was much later, I was 28. I was a very shy teenager, from a very conservative background. It took me many years to free myself from all that bullshit. Perhaps that's why I'm getting aroused by my girlfriend's sexual life, because she is 10 years younger than I am and I find very interesting the fact that at an age when I was just starting she already is an expert.

[Opinion Owner]

Makes sense and why am I not surprised that she is more experienced, it wouldn't surprise me if she lost her V-card between ages 14-18

[Opinion Owner]

I know I get resentful towards teen couples early 20s couples

[Juan_Curious]

Yes, she lost her virginity at 14 years old, and seemingly she had lots of sex with several guys until 16 years old, but nothing compared to her college years.

[Opinion Owner]

I would say high school and college age couples make me feel that way the most

[Juan_Curious]

Until 24-25 years old I was also feeling resentful to people of my age or younger who had lots of casual sex or were in very active relationships. But as time was passing, I realized that the origin of my situation was in my own family, in the way I grew up, and that the problem was not that the rest of the people were living a life different than mine, but that I actually wasn't living the life I wanted to. When I realized that, it completely changed my mind!

[Anonymous]

Cause you know she's freaky

[Anonymous]

You enjoy the fact that she has a strong sex drive

[Anonymous]

Some guys really get turned on by slutty women.
I respect that you're getting big erections and fucking her yourself rather than being a cuckold.

[Anonymous]

So she was a whore? Prostitute? Or just a cheap slut? That pussy probably looks like a accident scene

[Bricealan]

Well, all of those erect penises could not have made it change much. Childbirth makes it look like a train wreck

[Opinion Owner]

@Bricealan probably has aids

[Anonymous]

Yeah I know the feeling

[Opinion Owner]

I love hearing about the things my girlfriend has done and her sexual past