Wtf is wrong with me?

I was horny and I kept teasing my boyfriend. We proceed to have s*x. Now I am on birth contro called Nexplanon which is an implant in my arm. Its causing me lots of pain and I want to get it removed. Anyways we proceed to have s*x with a condom on for the first time in 3 years because I've been on birth control and we are both used to having s*x without condoms on 🤦‍♀️

Anyways we are about half way through and I say to take off the condom. Now this is my fault because I say I want to get the implant removed but at the same time I miss the cum inside me. I get into another persona and call myself a wh**e which in some ways when I like that I act that way.

He cums inside me and I realise wtf I have done. He the asks me what I am and I say a wh**e. He then wants me to suck up all the cum 😕

I feel empty and confused I can't get the implant removed for another week now. Wtf is wrong with me?
Updates:
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As stupid as this sounds I am actually genuinely asking, please be kind
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We spoke about it and he said it was my fault 😕
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  • I don't blame you for wanting to get off of birth control if it's causing you pain and side effects. Using condoms, doing oral, anal or mutual masturbation are also fun alternatives.
    You may have to stop equating getting his ejaculate in your vagina to being a Whore though. That seems like a big problem.

    • I get that and thank you. We spoke about it just now and he said it was my fault

Most Helpful Guy

  • Yoy have to choose 1) birth control or a condom You sound like you do not want to be a mommy yet and I don't blame you. I have had tons of sex with a condom and all of my orgasms have been great. Maybe consider an IUD or BC pills? How is your sex life with him otherwise?

    • I have tried the pill before is a no go and maybe I will try the IUD. It is meh

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  • Don’t go fixing yourself and screw the whole thing up. Do, take care of yourself medically…

  • Can always just consider a different birth control method like an IUD. Those don't really hurt aside from insertion and maybe some early inflammation that goes away.