Zero to normal?

[tenofthepeaks]

how do people go from zero to normal?

i didn't fight for knowledge long ago...so i got left behind..

and because of this, i'm only now just catching up.

but then my path is so:

- Being determined

Always going after my goal, and being relentless in getting this.

- Being humble

This is knowing where I went wrong, and how i can correct this.

For me, it was being too passive, and not letting myself be heard. I know now it's about being in the moment and in the face of others. not literally, but then i don't care what i do now. I know there are actions and consequences, but it's about being in touch with myself and my environment.

- Learning from my and others' mistakes

It's seeing how i went wrong and then following how others go wrong and learning.

- Being more confident

Last week I went to an event, and I didn't realise my zipper broke on my trousers. i was miles from home and didn't care, but then I did my thing, even though people noticed and i didn't care. I know I am me, and that's all there is to it.

So I am on the verge of many stuff like getting to my ideal size, getting life/normal knowledge, getting a 100,000 pounds a year job, and moving away to pursue a new career.

I've gone from:

to below. Don't get offended because a person wants a date/sex....

I only now need to build a time machine and tell me in the past what I know now...

but soon i will invent one, when there's a will, there is a way...