Sexual Relationships 
Sexual Health I left my fb open at my parents house then my mom read the text i sent to my boyfriend and most of them were sexting and nudes and then she read msgs I sent to my friends and among them someone I met first I joined gag ago when I was having a bad time and I wanted someone to talk to so i told him about stuff and how my Son's professor and my friend tried to rape and bad stuff at college i was talking and he was asking for nudes so I felt he doesn't give a fuck and stopped it was 2 months ago
Then today she showed up at my house saying I'm a slut and this is not the daughter I raised then she kept saying why didn't you tell me about it why do u always laugh and makes it look like everyone is great but u r a mess she wanted to know who was the professor and I'm just freaking out I don't know what to do anymore I feel soo disgusted about myself I don't want to ever look her in the eyes I feel bad and terrible and she told my dad I hate everything I don't know what she will do will she go talk to the professor I don't know I'm just scared of everything she kept asking did he do if I'm just tired I'm over this I don't want this I don't want her to look at me that way I reaaally reaaly feel disgusted by myself
I never share stuff with her not bc I hate I love her its just bc she's soooo sensitive and I don't want to see her cry I can take being hurt but I don't want her getting upset for my problems I don't want to he a burden I wasn't an easy normal child to raise I don't want to bother her
Now she took a week off work to check on me everyday saying she didn't t
Cake fare of me enough I really don't know what to do I'm just tired and tbh I don't want to see her everyday and feel filthy I don't know how to explain it I don't know what she would be thinking when she sees me anymore
My mom saw my nudes and the dirty texts I sent to my boyfriend and other text I sent to pple I feel disgusted of myself I don't know what to do?
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She uses to think I'm good and innocent she always says I'm an angel I'm not am angel anymore I'm bad and the texting were really kinky omg I just hate it
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5 36Tell her it's none of her damn business and that she should've just signed out like a decent human being. You're 21 and she shouldn't be allowed to say a goddamn thing.
that sucks that she saw the texts. and yes, it will teach one to be more cautious and delete these types of messages. however, all you can do now is apologise, explain you were at a bad place, that you could not talk to her about it, and let it blow over. not much else that you can do. and do not feel too disgusted in yourself, i have had a similar experience, but will share sometime else
Well first off all... give her some time just to work through it on her own... then secondly u guus do need to maybe discuss it. Tell her u where experimenting and tryinf somethinf new.. but the worst part is that she kinda invaded ur privacy. Ur 21 and that makes it your life... but id discuss it with her and work through it
she be in shock to know her angel is wild fucker as demon, take it easy you grown up and a mature lady, no more good small daughter.
I sometimes want her to see me that way not treat me in as am adult
its natural process, when we reach adulthood, sex be easy, she must take it easy. you are sexual creature so there is nothing to be exposed in front of her or anyone.
damn that's a tuff one. course your mom should have never read your stuff in the first place. But since she did. all you can do is get on with your life. and do your best. there's no changing what has happened. Sorry
You don't have to be ashamed for anything. This is between you and your boyfriend
it's your private stuff and your life decisions.
I do forget it mum will xx
Take care
Wow that is hell of easy to read
Nothing will happen
I don't got time for ur sarcasm fuck off seriously
It happens with lot of people what do you think does your mom never had done something like that at your age
Just stay low and don't argue with your mother whatever she says stay calm
I'm trying to avoid her
Yah that's the answer
Forget about the last you can't change what happened alright? Focus on what kind of person you are going to be from now on don't let people ruin the good inside you
ask her having sex with you because all women are bisexual. your mother must be a bisexual
Wtf is wrong with u
all women are bisexual so your mother must be a bi, do have sex with her. lick her pussy, butthole. so turn on
Don't feed the troll people
No most pple who answered were not trolls
I'm not sure what you mean. Are you saying this is not a good question, or are you biased against said asker?
I'm saying, asker is a troll
why?
Jjust fuck off I'm tired got no time for this
Just sayin'
Years ago, I had my brother walk in on me twice while I was watching really kinky porn, I know he told my parents (the bastard).
We pretend like it didn't happen.
(You'd think he'd learn to knock after the first time?)
My sister walked in on me when I was 16 my mom heard me moan twice and almost caught me but she never confronted me like this and I think masterbating is less embarcing then seeing me strip and talk dirty it is seriously bad I don't know how to look into her eyes anymore she used to say I'm an angel not anymore
I mean the porn was pretty f*cked up. It used to bother me, now I just don't care. There is power in owning it.
There was a pic of me sucking a cucumber I had a pic of Cumming in front of a mirror and he sent me a pic of his belt i call him daddy I love being degraded so its all over the texts and I always texts him how wet I am I say pretty fucked up stuff I don't know how fucked up is the porn u were watching but this is me not porn I don't know how to explain it I just hope from all my heart she didn't scroll up a lot I don't know how much exactly did she saw there r some old stuff the new stuff were just nudes
On a scale from 1 to 10 on the F*cked-up-o-meter it was probably a 7? Maaaaybe an 8? I've never gone 10 before, never want to. 10 is where you see the guy on the news about stuff they found on somebody's hard drive.
What the hell were u watching u got me really curious I just hope its not like cutting pple and stepping on cocks and too much blood I think that would disgusting tbh I don't even see how pple could be into it I'm kinky but there r limits
There wouldn't be any fun in just telling you, now would it? ;) Here I'll give you a hint. It's worse than "stepping on cocks" but not as extreme as gore. No I category dick stepping as probably a 5, and gore /blood can range from 7 to 10. If you want to see a 9, go lookup BME Pain Olympics. While it definitely has the qualifications for a 10, in my mind a 10 has to be some illegal dark net stuff. Basically a 9 or 10 is a snuff film. For the record I am not into the BME Pain Olympics, if anything it makes me wince. It's just the easiest one to find that proves my point.
Omg wtf is that I feeel disgusted to the extreme level I just woke up and I don't think I can go back to sleep wtf did I just watch I seriously feel like on gonna throw Omg pple I'm crazy god ewww this is bad I thought I was bad I think I'm OK now wtfi. Sooo turned off
Didn't mean to offend ur taste but wtf u r way fucked than I am u make me feel normal lol
Good, then it worked. Glad it made you feel better. FYI it's not my taste.
Its ok u r anon u don't have to hide anything but tbh I woke up thinking I want to cum but the things I saw made get so turned off I don't want to think of anything sexual anymore
Oh no I'm not hiding anything, I'll fully own that I like stuff that's way out there. Watching porn since you're a kid makes you desensitized to most things. But BME Pain Olympics is past my level. It makes me cringe. It's a snuff video that came out a little after "2 Girls 1 Cup" (If you're brave enough to look that one up). That being said, I did have a friend, we'll call him Ryan. Ryan was, for lack of a better term, the sickest motherf*cker I ever met. He'd watch stuff like that and not bat an eye. Ryan ended up marrying a girl just as bad. Yes, those people exist.
I hope rayan and the girl r not eating each other for fun lol but hr kind of sound sick I just want these pics out of my mind U know what I'm tired of problems everyday I just want life to give a break I'm not a bad person I deserve some peace and I'm scared if my mom is gonna do smthg or talk to the professor I just don't know what will she do she gets so emtional that's why I don't tell her like once I hurt my hand and it was bleeding I didn't feel much pain but she was acting like I died she felt twice the pain I did she think I don't tell her stuff bc I hate its bc she is sensitive and I learnt how to take shit ever since I was in middle school I really love her I don't want to burden her
What kind of nudes were these.. ?