Should I tell anyone I used to be the slut at work?

When I was 18 my dad wanted me to get a job. His ex-boss, who became his "friend" said he could use an assistant at his workplace a couple days a week but I kinda knew his intentions since he was seducing me often. He was in his thirties and I was 18 so it was kinda fucked up. Also this guy has had an affair with my mom without my dad ever finding out, so not the best "friend". I didn't want to do it first but my dad kinda ordered me. I wasn't the smartest girl back then, was angry at my dad for making me do this useless job (I literally had nothing to do but bring coffee and papers so the rest didn't have to get up) and since I looked cute, I became the office slut at that place. Partially my fault, I know I let myself get into that situation. My boss was of course fucking me since day one, but I stayed there till i was 21 (easy money while studying) and after a couple weeks, my boss kinda told his colleagues they should try me cause I was easy. So yeah I really got around at that place for 4 years. Now of course I feel ashamed of that whole chapter in my life, and I'm still kinda angry at my dad for pushing me into that. Of course he doesn't know about what happened and he probably doesn't even know about mom's affair with the same guy. But I don't know if I should tell anyone about this ever happening. I have a boyfriend now and he doesn't ask about my passed but I would never dare to tell him. And should I maybe start by having a talk with my dad about his "friend" who screwed his wife and daughter? Would it do any good for him knowing that he kinda pushed his daughter into this? I know my question is vague but all help is welcome.
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  • Honestly, in my personal opinion, I'd keep that to myself. There's a lot of possible outcomes that just aren't good if you let certain people know