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Sexual Health Girls, what I am?
Batkoo0 Xper 6
Can you tell me what I am and am I gay or bisexual? I like d*cks and men. I fantasize, think and you can say even crave sex with men. I want to be only bottom and like a girl I want to make blo*jobs and get f*cked... I like girls, but more like in emotional way. I like how they look, of course. I think girls are more beautiful and sexy than us men, but I dont desire them. More like I envy them and I wish I was in their place...
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What Girls Said
(19)Gay but you can be friends with women I guess. Do you want to marry a guy?
You are a straight man who loves engorged peen and creamy cum. No biggie. The world is literally filled with gentlemen who secretly crave swollen penis. :)
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zzzz... This again? It's been a while, I thought you moved on... but here we are...
GAY - adjective - (of a person) homosexual (used especially of a man)
BI - adjective - sexually attracted not exclusively to people of one particular gender; attracted to both men and women.
Here are the 2 definitions. Look at your taste and compare to the definitions. You're old enough, I'm sure you are able to see which one applies to you.
You remind me of a friend of mine from High School. He's gay, but appreciated women. He tried for years to be heterosexual, as all his brothers are also gay & his sister is the only heterosexual out of 6 kids, but the minute he started seeing guys, it was like a weight was lifted off his shoulders.
Now, I wonder, you say you wish you were in a woman's shoes. Do you wish to be a woman or is it because they are "normally" having sex with men?
Why do you want other people to define what you are? and why define in the first place? It must not be that often you will have to explain what you like sexually, maybe with new partners sometimes.
You know what you like and want, that is more important than defining a sexuality :)
Sounds like you’re transgender