How do I stop my use of sex forums?
i engaged in an online relationship a long while ago. It was stupid and similar to many. The whole ‘I love you’ thing that didn’t really mean it. The guy turned out to be controlling, suicidal and was going through things of his own. 2 years later, I’ve broken up with him but still talk on messenger with him. It isn’t healthy at all, but whenever I try to break things off he claims he’ll commit suicide, and message my family about what’s been going on (my family has no idea).
We also engaged in sexting, I took nudes, went on cam for him etc. Prior to this, I had no clue on what sex was, and it was like something was unlocked.
Following our breakup, I got into websites where you could chat to strangers, and eventually sex forums. I go on most days and post nudes/role plays etc.
My family life is pretty good, I have lots of friends and I’m working my way through school. I have this pressing anxiety that someone’s going to find out and all hell will break loose. The idea of having to keep this to myself for the rest of my life scares me and I know what I’m doing is wrong but I don’t know how to stop it.
Advice?
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