Been with him 10 years, married for less then a year. 36 weeks pregnant. First child. Both 32 years old.
He is so loving towards me but he has a porn addiction and follows a lot of women on social media, facebook, insta and his you tube shorts mostly women too.
I have spoken to him about it a few times over the years...
The last discussion was 2 nights ago, I found a twiiter account of his that is completely private (under his nr) no one follows him, he just follows porn and *young* girls. I told him how insecure it makes me feel because we maybe has sex once a week, and he NEVER shares anything sexy with me, he scrolls / pleases himself when he is bathing or alone. Never around me.
He told me he will try be better as he loves me... I dont mind the porn honestly, I enjoy some of it too but I dont want it to be a private thing. Why not include me, you wanted to marry me?
I think the following of the accounts to see daily content bothers me... the rushing to see what they posted... not the porn itself..
This morning, I saw as soon as he went to the bath, he was on twitter account and followed like 4 more accounts. Which means he still searches in private and still wants it in his life. Still craves it. can't go a day without looking...
Should this really bother me as much? Will he ever grow out of it or must I just accept that my husband enjoys browsing and looking at other women, I will just never be enough?
I am struggling here. I feel like I have spoken to him... he is not abusive, he is kind, he makes me laugh but he also craves daily sexual attention and after all these years still won't include me.
I need the men's honest opinions here. This affects my mental healrh and soon to be child.
I want a man that will not need social media for fantasties, I want a man that will be with me and know I am enough. Not wondering when he is slone, oh he must be satisfying himself and then come to me for hugs and kisses. Is this normal, do all mem do this?
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