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Sexual Health I think my boyfriend raped me... again?
alyssa777 Xper 3
is it rape if you are asleep and you took a sleeping pill because I am prescribed it for insomnia, and your boyfriend knew about it and you fell asleep and woke up to him on top of me and inside me I was to weak to move but I said no and fought him until I just gave up because I knew there was no hope that he wasn't going to stop. THAT was a week ago. he admitted it was wrong and I made myself forget it happened. But then last night, we agreed to have sex and I told him to not be rough. he agreed. and at first it was ok, and then he grabbed my legs put them over his shoulder and started becoming aggressive. I told him he was hurting me and was crying, I asked him to stop bc he was going so fast and so deep and he has my arms in a tight grip to where I couldn't fight him off me. So I could only try to close my legs which he kept spreading them back apart and continued. And again, I felt hopeless. And terrified. like he came inside me. And I pushed him off as soon as I could and he was like "I came but I wasn't done wtf" and i just layed on the bed paralyzed and scared and he just left me crying, and scared, naked to go take a shower and was mad because "he wanted to keep going" is this rape? Or is it not rape because we are in a relationship with a kid. he did apologize again but I feel betrayed and scared of him sometimes. I feel confused because I don't know what to call what he did. I feel like I'm just being emotional like he said and that I just should let it go to keep the peace. I mean it could of been worse right?
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What Girls & Guys Said
7 22WTF. Yes that is rape. Please leave him :(
i read the story. I heard your part. but it's hard to have any sympathy or help you when you're not helping yourself. Your actions don't speak wisdom. this is not the first time and there obviouslyother issues involved. How can you have self respect for yourself if you allow yourself to go through this with a child? at the end of the day... you're going to be who you are in this world.
... Ditch his ass and never look back. And take the kid. Please. Before it's too late.