My boyfriend is hot but I'm ugly?

[Anonymous]

He is really good looking and I'm average. We've been dating for about a year now. He has been with some pretty girls. His last girlfriend was sooo pretty and when we started dating i thought i was a rebound. Around other people he is always so happy and when its just us he's a differant person. He gets angry and moody. The other day he got angry about issues with his dad and i tried to comfort him and he said to me that i need to know that he's only with me because he wants to punish himself for being a crappy son. But later he said that he didn't mean that, it was in the heat of the moment. I just feel like crap all the time. When i was younger I was raped and I still have scars from where I was cut and my boyfriend will point them out whenever we're naked together. I can tell that he doesn't even enjoy the sex. He used to but over time. It just stopped. I don't want him to feel like he has to be with me or anything. I dont know how to tell him that. If he is unhappy he can leave. Am I just being insecure or should I tell him?

[Anonymous]

fuuuckkk you need to leave this dude, he is not good for your wellbeing! I'm sorry, even if it was a heat of the moment thing, it was probably true. I don't know what he's trying to accomplish, but he's obviously not with you for the best intentions