My girlfriend gave me permission to hookup with someone else?
My girlfriend and I have been together almost 2 years. I'll be honest, the sex sucks. She has a low sex drive and it wasn't until almost a year into the relationship that we had sex for the first time. &When we did have sex, it was rarely. She has never liked giving oral so she eventually introduced the idea of using a strap on, on me. I agreed to trying it. I loved it. And since then I've been craving penis in me. I imagine it would feel better than silicone.
I still don't feel attracted to men though, and I can't see myself ever pursuing a relationship with a man. I was telling one of my close friends about this issue and my girlfriend saw the messages. She of course felt really insecure about it.
But this was 6 months ago and since then my girlfriend keeps bringing up the idea that I should hookup with a man once to feed my curiosity. She tells me that I have her permission as long as she knows before hand.
The moral part of me thinks that I absolutely can not do that because I care a lot about my girlfriend and don't want any regret of sleeping with someone else, perhaps I am just craving it since our sex is bad, but on the other hand I'm curious. We plan to move in together soon and settle down, and I'd hate to continue with these cravings or end up having to end the relationship later on to experiment.
Please give me some advice on what to do.
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