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Sexual Health Why does it turn me on so much when my boyfriend cheat on me?
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My ex cheated on me. At first it upset me a little. But than I started thinking more and it aroused me more than anything ever had. My boyfriend from highschool. We were together my full 4 years (he was 2 grades ahead of me) but he cheated on me all 4 years. I knew he was cheating but acted like I didn't. When he went away to college it went into like overdrive. All I could think of was him with other women. I had never been that aroused in my life. When he sent a text breaking up with me because he found the girl of his dreams their I spent that night rereading the message while touching myself. Since than I always imagine whoever I am dating cheating on me. I have had 2 more boyfriend's and 1 girlfriend in that time and thought of them cheating on me too. My last boyfriend actually did cheat on me with my own cousin. But I didn't find out until after. But even that turned me on.
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What Girls & Guys Said
11 51maybe you like the non-mono lifestyle, being able to see others, could even venture into cuckqueen where you can watch him have sex with others if that turns you on. It's all based on permission and what you both want.
Cuckqueen fetish?
Is that what it is called?
Think so. Especially if you watch.
I have not watched. They didn't even know. I found out by going through his phone
Hmm, well it's not that uncommon. You could probably work it into a healthy relationship as threesomes and such.
I wouldn't want a threesome. Just be an observer. Maybe a little humiliation
Hmm interesting. Pretty kinky.
I enjoy being humiliated
How else?
What do you mean?
Like aside from thinking about being cheated on, what other kinds of humiliation arouse you?
I do not really want to bring up that publicly. At least not yet.
I first found out my first wife was cheating when I saw her through our bedroom window.
Humiliation, helplessness, despair... and they kept going and going... weirdly fascinating and embarrassing and intoxicating.
Female cuck? Well that's new
It is just a kink. Some really like it.
I believe you are correct. I feel the same as her, and don't really understand the excitement of it.
You're a cuck queen. Same thing for guys who like watching their girl get fucked, or knowing she's going out on dates. I can't analyze the "why" so much except to quote some standard psychobabble, which is anything from low self esteem to liking the fact that you're in "competition" with other pussy, but he stays with you. Or, it's just SO, so taboo. There's also some doctors who theorize it means you have deeper bi-sexual desires and want to have a woman of your own, so you're ok with him having whoever he wants. You know yourself better than anyone - what do YOU think it is?
You are cuckold
I've been told it's called cuckqueen for girls
You're that then 😂
I like watching my man fuck other females. It's called Cuckquean.
Really? that seems like a unique thing. I suppose everyone has their taste Could you check out my questions? I am struggling a bit and looking for support and advice.
In a threesome?
@helva yes and even just watching and not being involved too
No idea, but that is really messed up.
how wonderfully fucked up, i want you so i can tell you how i cheated on you and have your get wet for me
Everyone is different and if that is your turn on, then just embrace it.
I am wondering if the cheating is a desire to have a three some with your boy /girl friend. Next time you are with your guy try thinking about your boy friend and another woman with you.
You have issues
You mentioned you've had a girlfriend. It sounds like you're bi. That might be a reason you're turned on by finding out your man is with another woman
Another reason might be cuckolding. Have you ever thought of watching your man be with another woman before?
I'm sorry you have had such bad luck with cheating men though. You don't deserve that, no-one deserves to be cheated on, aroused or not by it
Is it them cheating or having sex with someone else, because if it's the sex with someone else you should tell your next SO that it's a turn on for you, maybe you would be even more turned in actually seeing it.
Hot. And its actually pretty normal. I fuck other girls and date them and my girlfriend just watches or cleans the house while we screw. I make her suck my dick afterwards usually too.
I know very well the feeling. Your motivation may differ from my own but I was with a partner for years who would openly be intimate with others. It turned me on like nothing else.
yes your a cuck and no worries. find it hot as hell myself. have for very long time. have had great times with it. embrace it.
Your a cuck
You are the female version of cuckold; a cuckqueen