Have you thought about asking a good, close male friend to help you?
I did that a few years ago for my best + closest female friend -- like you she had come to the conclusion it was time to move on from her virginity but wanted her first experience of p-v sexual lovemaking to be meaningful
We went away to a nice beachside resort for 5 days/nights and though we"d been friends for years we didn't
knew each other intimately -- so we took it slowly & patiently for the first few days, exploring each other's bodies, massaging each other sensually, sexual foreplay to mutual orgasm -- then one
night it just happened, so naturally, it was perfect and especially memorable for her, and tbh, for me too
Do you have someone you are close with, and trust implicitly, you can ask to help make it special for you?
Not someone that I feel sexually attracted to.. I keep my friends just as friends. I do have male friends that I know they like me in that way. Which also is scary because I don't want to have sex with someone who likes me and I don't feel the same. Pushing him away is going to be a problem and will kill the friendship we have. Male friends don't take sexual rejection well from my experience. So I keep a mile away generally when dealing with male friends.
And what you did for her sounds beautiful
Thank you Asker for the MHO 🌹
Always only do what you're comfortable doing. If you push yourself too far or too fast you will have a bad experience and you don't want that messing with your head.
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What's Your Opinion? Sign Up Now!First off sex before marriage is a good thing. It helps you determine what you like and dislike. If you marry a guy and he is selfish in bed it will put stress on your marriage. As far as your virginity I would be careful the first time. I love teaching girls how sex can be wonderful and I frequently find girls that have told me how sex was just ok because the guy was so selfish. For young guys sex is about releasing their cum. For women sexual is an experience. It’s like the difference between going a museum to see art and going to Europe to see museums. It’s the same thing but very different.
When it comes to loosing your virginity there are certain ways to do it so it won’t hurt. If you want to know more pm me.
When were you born? Virginity has no fucking value anymore... Experience does. Now... what made you even hold on to that for so long, is it because you Knew you had nothing else to offer? and then when the guys you approached or approached you found out that all you had was being a virgin, they dipped? Yea... welcome to 2020 honey.
Im not saying sleep around... im saying, at least try the shit... and even though i sound like a major douche... first times are very important and even for me, i still remember mine. so dont expect some movie shit with the candles and Alberto in the corner with a rose in his mouth and samba music playing in the background... sex is sex... do it... learn it... learn what you can do and what you like about it, and would like back.
then after all that... put that on your relationship resume... and watch the magic happen...
This can all happen with one person... just gotta try it first.
Hum...
Don't think so much about it?
Seek out places where men you think you like are likely to be and men you don't like are not likely to hang out.
Meet people there and improvise.
Invite them over for dinner and a movie or something.
Or go hiking with them.
If you get close to anyone then just let it happen.
But don't try to force yourself to anything.
And avoid people who are unwilling to just hang out and enjoy themselves with you without sex.
Make sure that the first time is with someone you thrust and feel comfortable with (love would also be a good idea to for the first time although not strictly required, a good friendship is ok too, perhaps someone you friend zoned?)
Don't give up and don't give it up too easily!
There are plenty of guys out there who are nice and possibly in the same situation, take your time looking for one.
Remember, not all nice things come in bright shiny packages.
Nothing anyone can say to you can change that opinion as it's deeply ingrained in you you simply have to want it enough and if you don't nothing will change
Find a friend that makes you feel safe and comfortable, and just ask them. Tell them that because you trust them, you want them to be your first.
Why not just get into a relationship before mindless sex
well im in the same position except i kept my faith and i know god has a plan for me and dying in this pandemic isn't it, i know god will protect me through this and ill get to have my first time with a girl i love, i dont fear this pandemic, im sure you'll find yours too, just be patience and play it safe, stay in quarantine or if you gotta work, wear the mask and gloves, you'll be fine missy
Your optimism is sweet. However I'm not 19 and I'm sure believers are dying too dear.
yes because their wreckless behavior got them there not to mention that these people probably dont pray, i know you are older missy but you seem to be losing faith in everything first your believes then in love, not to mention that my life is just as in much danger as yours and youve had more life, id be dying young, i know you are in a very mixed emotion situation right now due to fear of not finding your lover, not having your first time and no longer believing in an afterlife but you are still alive now and until you actually die, you shouldn't be speaking this way cause if anything you are just calling it out on yourself, you might have lost your faith in finding someone but i haven't, i still believe you'll find someone and i believe you'll live through this pandemic, you might have lost your faith but ill pray for you, good look missy 🙏🏽💯
You are very mature for your age and you are well articulated.. I give you that. But I've been religious before so I totally get and respect your views. Have a nice day young man 🌹
you won't die. are you over 70 years old with COPD? if not, then you're gonna be fine. and even if you assume that corona is so fucking dangerous, then why are you not dead already? and what makes you think you have better chance of survival not having sex?
Well, I don't want to encourage you but if you want to do it you could hook on with anyone with ease and get paid as well in the process.
Also it depends where you are from. You can still try sex at your age but question is should you do it? You waited this long may be you could find someone like yourself.
And even if you have done wrong don't stop believing in God
Virginity is no big deal. It only exists because we made it so.
But...
If you're going to have sudden sex with someone, it's best to do it with someone you know and/or trust.
I feel similarly to you due to a similar upbringing.
What makes you think having sex is giving up love and God. Bull shit idea!#
You probably won't die from COVID-19. Most people your age are not high risk.
Why did you give up on the God?
If you want a meaningful relationship, find a person to commit or to get married.
If you just want to enjoy your sexuality, well go ahead, choose your partners carefully and don't rush or don't appear needy to them. Better choose someone who you can trust and will want the same thing from you.
Hope you find what you want 🙂🙂🙂
Of this is your position you are unlikely to enjoy sex anyway.
You can try online dating, or masturbate with your male friends through the camera
first off, do you masturbate? if you find yourself with someone and get horny, go for it.
I guess it depends on you really and your thoughts. Im in a similar situation! A hookup may work. Where you from? DM me if you wanna chat about it in private
Never give up, you will find love. Besides what they don't talk about is the STD pandemic that has been going on for years.
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