Sexual Relationships 
Sexual Health There are times when, after a few weeks, and sometimes even months, of being faithful, I start craving cheating.
I haven't physically cheated on my current boyfriend, while we've been together for almost one year. However, I've had seasons when I sext and even arrange sexual meetings with men I know want to sleep with me. I usually pretend I'm drunk and text them telling them I'm secretly in love with them. Then I turn the conversation sexual, because I love the feeling of being wanted. I've even texted ex-boyfriends to ask them to have sex just so I can know I'm still desirable for them. Then, when I'm completely sure of what those men would do just to have me in their beds, I tell them I'm feeling guilty and can't sleep with them because of my boyfriend. The truth is, I do indeed start feeling guilty and regretful, because my boyfriend is such a lovely person.
In the past, I physically (sex) cheated in all my relationships, but as I've said, it hasn't gone further than chatting in the current one.
What can I do to stop doing this? It feels horrible because I'm condemned to feel guilty forever, as I'm very afraid and sure that if I tell my boyfriend, I will never get his trust back, and I will loose a lot of freedom because he will always be thinking I'll cheat on him if I travel or sleep at a friend's house.
I constantly cheat and then regret it?
Asucela Xper 5
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What Girls & Guys Said
2 32What is there to say but WTF...
You are screwing your life. No good man will trust you and you will end up being a whore for bad men. Only you can help yourself by being more determined in your fight to become a faithful woman.
Change your boyfriend to a cuckold boyfriend
Why do you do this first of all? What do you think you get out of it? Is it for attention? Is it to get off on them wanting you so bad or just that your SO doesn't satisfy you. Because if any are the case it might be a sign the relationship isn't fir you
I do the same sadly... can't help it had around 8 relationships and all ended this way
You're an average woman.
damn you look so hot, who wouldn't want such a sexy woman in their life?
i wish i knew you more :)
You are just horny. Nothing to be guilty. But you can be open and honest. Needing sex is not a crime.
You need to go to therapy for this
Cheating without regret is far more fun