Is it weird if I still masturbate thinking of the time when I lost my virginity and had sex with this 18 year old guy even tho we no longer talk?

[Paolaa988]

[Leavesbound]

That is not at all weird. Most people who masturbate think back of different sexual experiences they had and relive them in their head or even think about other things they might have done with that person if they ever got back together or even think about "what if" scenarios involving that person such as what if you had done this or that when you were with them that you had never gotten around to doing" I still think about my first serious romantic relationship and all the things we did and a few we didn't. Like if I could go back in time and relive some of that I would have said "yes" to a lot of her more kinky requests and suggestions.

[MTC29]

No. My favorite and l fantasy is the woman who I lost my virginity to, and that was nearly 45 years ago. Whoever the person is who was your first, takes on a huge amount of responsibility. Why? Because we will remember them forever.

[loves2learn]

Not weird at all. Very normal. It was a very arousing and special experience for you. Did he know you were a virgin?

[Paolaa988]

Yes. He was also one.

[loves2learn]

That’s good. How come you no longer talk?

[Paolaa988]

It was a one time thing and he didn't want anything to do with me after like he wasn't interested in more. I don't know sometimes i wanna try to talk to him again but I don't know if i should or not i feel desperate..

[Still-alive]

You can try but he might only want sex again. if thats ok with you

[loves2learn]

@paolaa988 I think it would be good to reach out to him again. See what he says.

[Paolaa988]

@loves2learn I sent him a request on Snapchat I’ll see if he adds me back. If it’s meant to be it’ll be I suppose😔

[Still-alive]

I wish you luck! :)

[loves2learn]

@paolaa988 great first step. I wish you well. :)

[Jamie05rhs]

@Paolaa988 I think he's a fucking dumbass to not want to be with you. If I had a brick I'd knock him over the head with it.

[Still-alive]

@Jamie05rhs indeed. And if he still turns her down, just remember its not the end if the world. Plenty of fish in the sea and alll that.

[Jamie05rhs]

@Still-alive Yeah. I do wish I could have a chat with him, though.

[helva]

I don’t think it is weird. Myself sometimes fantasise about past sexual experiences.

[weysally]

if I masturbate I think of my school boy sweetheart, we never had sex but I imagine things about him

[ChrisMaster69]

No that’s fine.

it would be weird if I did it (mine not yours lol)

[ohshee]

No it's not weird at all , I have many FANTASY Paolaa you would be surprised and how many Guys on Gag have fantasies of you,, and a lot of other girls on here

[JackSmy]

Do you really need "permission"?

[slatyb]

No, that's not weird. It's just a fantasy.

[MotorcycleMan]

Whatever works for you. Enjoy :)

[kkirk4442]

It sounds normal to me.

[TadCurious]

No that's not weird.

[Dargil]

Not really. We all need a push once in a while.

[CentralPerk77]

Doesn’t seem weird to me - prob shouldn’t tell current boyfriends that though haha

[Gwenhwyfar]

No! That sounds like it was super hot.

[bowenw]

Not at all. Whatever gets you in the mood.

[exitseven]

It is not weird. Everyone has fantasies.

[FunkyMonkee]

Nope!! It must be a fave "fantasy" for you that you'd love to relive! Jill away!!

[johnsmithjs]

And that is why a virgin is the most attractive female to men. They will never forget their first time.

[Marhaban-1]

No. That's just what you happened to be thinking about whilst turned on

[Andres77]

Enjoy the memory. Make The most of it

[XavierSteele]

I still masterbate to my thinking about my first amateur video I did

[poneglyphs]

Nope, you're just horny. I would too if I lost my virginity

[Andy79]

After 21 years I still feel hot when I remember my first sex with a guy