Whenever I think of my crush while masturbating I stop being horny?

[Anonymous]

Hey guys, I have a serious question. My crush is SUPER attractive and gorgeous, and I think I might even love him. I know ALL of his flaws yet I still feel as though he is perfect and that I am not worth him. Anyway, everytime I attempt to maturbate when horny I think of him and immediatly stop being horny. I try to continue and think about something else but it won't work. Why is this happening? He has been the only thing I think about every day for the past eight months.

[Marstalk]

Well not feeling you are worthy of him can create a negative emotional state. Which could possibly interfere with how you feel about yourself and thinking about him can trigger this. Which in turn may effect your hornyness.

[Asker]

Thank you :)

[Lupianwolf]

I felt a bit weird masturbating to my crush. In a way I thought it seemed sort of disrespectful towards her. Maybe it's the same for you.

[Asker]

It is awkward, but even just hinking of his face turns me off completley. It isn't him though, he is super attractive and so perfect I just can't.

[IsaacKyle]

Same

[Asker]

The struggle is real

[Nsinger]

Yeah, I have the same thing with my crush. Your answer for A is the conclusion I've come to as well.

[Asker]

I think I love him. I have never felt so addicted and different at all, not to mention for so long. But he probably will never feel the same.