Boyfriend watches camgirls. Help?

[Anonymous]

boyfriend told me out of nowhere he saw some busty girl on chaturbate bouncing around. I have very small boobs so I first of all felt quite sad he watches busty girls.

I've told him its okay for him to watch porn but I feel as if camgirls are way more personal and you choose a person more than just a sexual act. I told him it made me feel sad that he can't text me and ask for pictures or videos instead of looking up another girl.

He promised me he wouldn't do it again but he still makes it seem as I'm acting crazy for feeling sad about it. I've tried to explain that watching people have sex and watching a certain person is different to me and him admitting that he's sexually attracted to other girls hurts me. He told me it's normal for people to feel sexually attracted to lots of people but it isn't love. I told him cheating isn't love either but he just got even more mad and told me he doesn't want a girl who thinks like me.

He then started talking about how most guys have favorite pornstars and me liking actors is the same thing (I'm passionate about acting because I'm studying to become an actress). I told him i have no sexual feelings towards actors and that it hurts me to hear him try to make my hobby and interest something sexual.

Afterwards I told him it still hurts to hear him talk about having a type and how the lack of sex in our relationship makes it feel as if I'm not the type he was taking about. He suddenly says he has no type even though he continuously screamed it at me during our fight.

Since then I've told him a lot of times how he shouldn't need a camgirl because he has a girl who is willing to do things for him. I've asked him why having both pornhub and a girlfriend isn't enough but he has no asnwer.

He keeps acting as if I'm taking away all fun from him, but I just feel as if he's trying to turn it against me because he feels guilty. He usually blames me for his mistakes so it wouldn't surprise me.

Sorry for long post.

[Anonymous]

Dump him.