Is it ok to give sexual extra's during massages if your boyfriend agreed with it?

I'm an independent masseuse. Started doing it at 18 in Colombia and I learned from a friend who was also a masseuse for longer, that she gave guys a handjob every now and then, word would go around and it would get business booming. I never did it for cash, just for "advertisement". I admit that, since I always stayed single and I am very open minded, I might have overdone it a little. In the US, guys don't really expect it to happen since things are cleaner than back in Colombia, but since I was the only masseuse in the neighborhood who was known to do something sexual, word spread real quick I get mails and calls all the time. I also admit that since I have been single for so long, I have given blowjobs, rimjobs and even had sex with quite some clients, even though that was just as much in my interest.

Now I have a boyfriend. I tried to make him clear that I was never looking to bind myself to someone since I live differently than most women. But he was really in love and wanted to look past what I do and even try a semi-open relationship. I gave it a chance and we've been together for almost two years. We did make a deal: I was allowed to do what I need to do to keep business as it was, which is (sorry if it's too much details) uncover only my breast for clients, give a handjob and they can finish on me, not in me. I would do that to max 3 clients a week. I thought he was going to break since I did this to a lot of his friends and colleagues, but he even looked past that. At first it seemed like that was more than enough, but lately I have crossed the line a couple times. Every time it's with clients who don't cum easily. It started with guys wanting to see my butt to cum. Then some who needed some spit. Then a couple times I did lick some guys, not giving full blowjobs, just some licking. Last week I totally went too far by swallowing one guy's semen. Then I told EVERYTHING to my boyfriend, but he forgives me? Do you think we can keep this up?
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The thing is, I don't get how he can be ok with a girlfriend who makes other guys cum. He's good to me but I feel so weird with him letting me do this since I wouldn't want him to do the same things. I mean, 20 of his colleagues have jizzed on my face and he doesn't even care? It almost makes me angry at him for not caring...
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  • business is business... do your job

  • Yeah it's possible that he could be turned on by it